you shouldnt feel this way

looks like i havent put down at all! haha..
seeing all these things. seeing how you treat them...argh i cant help it. it hurts. but wad can i do? though i know i have no right now. but i guess i'm jus nothing in that world anymore. haha...must i really resign to fate? i know i must, but really it's so hard.

shermin you have to learn, really. this is another world now. though it is the same time, under the same sky, you're in a different world now. you have no rights anymore. learn.

learn.

no right to feel so
jealousy